It's been ages since my last entry. I could not explain or come to terms why on earth I stop writing. Often,(no perhaps always is more suitable) I thought of writing whatever come to my mind during the day, or work, or spending time with friends and families, yet, none of them appeared here. You should not know why.
Reading my beloved friend's blog when she posted a new entry yesterday, I felt I wanted to say the same thing. She wrote about her new phase of life. Yes, we all have phases in life. Phases and cycles we have to bear until the last breath is taken from you. Yes.
And now I am reading her entry, and felt familiar with the feeling. One year ago, I was there, I once had felt how she is feeling right now, how to feel unbelievably graduated at last. A degree in hand, yet so empty to start with. Fear. Timid. That was, a year ago....
And how I missed being a student. so much!
Till one day I took a day off, and went to Monash, stayed in the library. Searched for informations which now seem more relevant than the last time I've been there. Bizarre, isn't it?
So, there is a good news. Maybe a year later I am a student again. Well, when I met new people, they usually guessed that I am still studying, so, I still have the look, people. Haha...
We'll see what lies ahead and how Allah turn it out for me. Pray for the best to happen. In life, there is always steps for you to take. And this time, I am taking a step forward, writing again.. I'm back...
p/s: We are still students in Universiti of Tarbiyyah.....;)
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